Windwitch

Salutations, world of internet people. How are all of you beings today?

My strange self is glad to be posting this, finally. Wait, you don’t know what this is? Didn’t I say it while I was being weird? No? Oh, well it’s

MY WINDWITCH BOOK REVIEW

*throws confetti*

So, you’d think for being so excited about this book, I would have read it in one, two days max. NOPE. I only just finished it (literally thirty seconds before I started writing this) and I’ve had it for about a month. Now, I understand that’s pretty normal (especially for a busy person) but I dislike this.

One thing that sucks about being a crazy busy college student is that one does not have as much as free time as they’d like. Welcome to real life, I know. However, this semester has been busier than most for me. It has seriously cut into my reading time. Which sucks, because that is my de-stress time. And I have really needed some de-stress time these past couple of months.

Sigh. Alright, pity party/tangent over. The reason I mentioned it at all was because I felt bad for not having this review up sooner. I always feel bad when I go silent on here, even if only a few people actually read these posts. So, I’m sorry for not having time for this sooner.

Now then, onto the book review.

First let me just say this: Windwitch did not disappoint.

Holy hell I am so happy. I am so in love with this book.

So when I first talked about how excited I was for this book I mentioned how much work the author put into it. After reading it I can confirm: she poured her soul into this novel you guys. I felt the blood, sweat, and tears in every word. 

Let’s get into a few details (no spoilers though)(I won’t ruin this for anyone who wants to read it)(and you all should DEFINITELY read it).

First of all, we got to hear from Vivia’s POV, which originally I was concerned with. Don’t get me wrong, I was crazy excited to hear from her. I think my original reaction was something like “yay we get to hear from the evil one!” I cannot confirm or deny if Vivia is evil or not, but I can say my original skepticism of how she would fit into the story was shattered about two sentences into her first chapter. I flat out LOVED having Vivia’s POV thrown into the mix. It helped fill out the story and give the readers a new perspective.

Second: Merik, my love, my precious windwitch, your story was beautifully executed. It wasn’t what I thought it would be. But it was everything I could have hoped for and more. I have nothing more to say than this. 

Third thing: love stories are not the focus. Hell yes love stories are present! And I know love was not the focus in Truthwitch either. I like this. I am thrilled by this. I am all for a good love story, but sometimes it feels . . . overdone. There is love present in this novel, but it’s not the same romance story we’ve all seen a million times. Love does not always have to be passion and romance. Sometimes it’s best friends fighting for one another across continents. Sometimes it’s a spoiler and I can’t share it with you guys but read the book and find out.

But that brings me to point number four: there are some killer potential love interests in here. I can’t decide which couple/potential couple I ship the most. Ugh. So many options. So much cuteness.

Some quick and random things I loved: the writing, the world, the writing,the characters, the writing, the meticulous attention to detail throughout the entire book, the lovely and emotionally stacked writing . . . have I mentioned I love her writing? Susan Dennard is fantastic.

Okay I hope this was helpful. I know it was basically me screaming BUY THIS BOOK but it is worth it. Read the book. Then come talk to me about it so we can freak out together.

Okay, must sleep. *throws more confetti* Byeeeeeeeeee!

Kailey

Mental Illness Visibility in the Creative Arts

Hello. It’s been a while. I hope everyone has been fighting the horrors the world has been throwing at us and reading a good book or two. I know I have.

Update on my life (I’m going to pretend you all care for a few minutes). I am neck deep (fun expression, good band as well) in Windwitch and I am so upset I haven’t had the time to devour it yet like I wanted to. Rest assured it will get done. As soon as it does I’ll have a review up for you all.

I have not been writing nearly as much as I’d hoped. At least, I haven’t been writing for anything other than school. I wrote a speech the other day that had to be fictionalized. That was an adventure. Let me say, I do not think I have a future in speech writing. I think I’ll stick with fiction.

Also, I saw Twenty One Pilots in Chicago last weekend. (I know what you’re thinking: “What purpose does this have on a book blog Kailey? Why do you always go off on tangents Kailey?” I promise this has to do with my topic today. And I go on tangents because I have a lot to say that isn’t always relevant but I enjoy sharing anyway). On this subject let me just say something about that band: they put on a show. I’ve been telling everyone I know how it’s the best live show I’ve ever seen. I’m pretty sure everyone is really sick of hearing about it (minus my friend who brought me with her)(she’s a massive fan and this band means so much to her)(I’m trying to get her to meet them but it’s not going too well)(story for another time though). 

One of the reasons I say this was such an amazing show was because of the energy in the room. I have been to a lot of shows. I’ve seen a lot of crowds: good, terrible, and everything in between.

I have never seen anything like this. 

There is a moment when Tyler Joseph is singing “we’re broken people” and the crowd is singing along with him. The ability for thousands and thousands of people to take up this chant, not as an admittance of guilt but as an empowering truth, it blew me away. It really made sense to me then, why everyone loves this band so much. Yes, they make good music. Yes, they are phenomenal performers. But the reason they speak to so many people is because they have paved the way for everyone to admit that it’s okay not to be okay. They have done what people loathe to do and talked about mental illness, brought it into the world in a way that shows the reality, not the romanticization, of it.

This is something that I feel like needs to be done more. Yes, there are people out there who are open about their struggles. More and more people open up every day. In the world of creativity, I would argue doing this is more important than ever.

There is a long history of people in the creative arts struggling with a mental illness of some sort. Addiction, depression, and alcoholism are just three of the most commonly associated diseases that come to mind when people are talking about artists or writers. But the problem is, no one talks about this until after the fact. It’s the same with ordinary people. So many people cannot or will not talk about their struggles because there is still such a stigma surrounding mental illness. No one, save for a brave few, is willing to take on the judgment that comes with opening up about their problems.

I don’t think I need to tell you all how much I hate this. It makes me very, very, very, a thousand times very mad. However, I know you guys don’t read these to hear me rant. (Side note: I’m not sure why you read these posts but thank you if you do.)

Obviously this issue means a lot to me. Like the two men in that band, I want to help people. I want to reach out and show people that not everyone is okay, and that’s alright. Some people’s brains are just different and that isn’t their faults.

My very first manuscript is about a girl struggling with demons. It’s been a project four years in the making and probably another four at least before it’s  going to see the light of day, if it ever does. But I will not stop writing about this issue because it is one that needs to be addressed.

Off the top of my head I can only name a handful of books that have characters or struggles like the ones I’m talking about. This is potentially due to my lack of exposure to such books (as much as I’d like to I cannot read every book out there). I would argue though that it’s also due to the lack of people writing about these problems. I see more and more upcoming books that have characters like mine and who suffer from similar problems as so many in reality do. I cannot wait to read them. But there needs to be more. 

Like the men in Twenty One Pilots we need to talk about this. We need to show the world that this is what we look like, this is who we are, and that this is not our faults. That is why I write what I write. One day I hope to have helped even a fraction of the people that they have. 

I was inspired last weekend. I saw something I could never have even dreamed of. It was a reality that I want to see spreading, through books, music, anything, and everything. It was beautiful to witness, and certainly put a fresh energy into my writing. And this is just the beginning. I’m excited for what is to come.

So, that’s my incoherent, strange rant for the day. I hope this made some sense at least. Organizing this post was a struggle but I hope it came out alright. 

This definitely turned into a more pro-Twenty One Pilots thing than I had planned. They’re a great band and I hope you guys listen to them. If nothing else, do it for their lyrics. It’s some of the best song writing I’ve ever seen. Use it to inspire your own writing.

I am picturing people reading this going “Yes I already know that. I’ve been listening to them for years. What rock did you just crawl out from under that you just found out about them?” Well, to tell you the truth I’ve only been listening to them for a few months, and even then only because my friend invited me to go with her to this concert. BUT I was hooked in right away. So yes I know I’m super late to the party but I’m here now! (If you’re a super fan I’m sorry don’t hate me)(so many fans at the concert gave me looks guys. I was so afraid. They are intense human beings)(but they were all super shocked when I started rapping almost every song alongside them hehe)(okay I’ll get back to the point now).

This was a really long and confusing post but I hope it made some people happy, or thoughtful, or that it made sense to you in some way. If anyone can think of some good books that have characters that are neurodivergent feel free to comment them below (they don’t have to be YA but if they aren’t please specify)! I’ll be making a post soon of recommendations of books that showcase these stories, and would love some input if anyone has it!

And, as always, I must go do work now. I will leave you with this lyric that speaks to me from (naturally) the Twenty One Pilots song “Fake You Out”:

Our brains are sick but that’s okay.

Kailey

P.S. – I know this was really heavy about the band. I blame the concert partly. Almost a week later and I’m still buzzing from that show. But their message really is relevant to what I’m trying to say here. I am sorry if I went a little overboard though. Okay. Bye.

Writer Resolutions

Hi all! Long time, no write. I hope if you’re reading this you’re doing well. And I hope if you’ve celebrated a holiday recently that it was good and not stressful!

So the last time I was on here I was talking about NaNoWriMo. That was about two months ago. You might have already guessed that a lot of stuff has happened since then.

A brief update on everything since I’ve last posted. I finished NaNoWriMo (shockingly). It was painful and pushed me way past my limits, but i finished it. Even a month after it’s done I feel the same sense of accomplishment as when I hit the submit button. 

In addition to NaNo, I’ve continued working on my two major WIPs. One is almost done, with maybe another 10k words to go on it. The other is just getting started but I’m in love with the world and the characters alike.

In non-writing news, these past couple of months have been stressful for me in my personal life. I’m trying not to get political but let’s just say I am not happy about recent events. I have very strong opinions on this matter and this has strained my relationships with some of my family members. But I know it’s been a lot worse for some people. The reason I bring this up is because I want to make sure everyone knows they can talk to me if they ever feel upset or threatened or uncomfortable by what’s happening in the world right now. You are not alone, I promise.

I won’t go off on a tangent (because this could turn into a several thousand word rant) but I needed to say that. 

Now then, let’s get down to the writing stuff. 

In the spirit of New Year’s Eve, I, like most everyone else, am making my resolutions. But when I started to do this I noticed a lot of what I was making goals for had to do with my writing. Hence, my Writer Resolutions. Here’s what I came up with.

1. Write 1k words a day. Even if it’s nonsense and terrible, just write something. Getting the words out is what matters the most.

2. Finish revising my first (and favorite so far) completed draft. It’s gone through quite a bit of editing so far but it needs a lot more work before it’s ready to start querying again.

3. Finish my Captain Swan fanfic. Yes, surprise, I write fanfiction. And I love Captain Swan. Don’t get me started on them or we’ll be here a very long time. But I’ve been plotting and outlining and tentatively planning this story for a while. It’s only a few chapters in so far and I’m excited to take it places, but I have to actually write it first.

4. Finish writing and revising my current pet project. I want to have it ready for fall contest submissions (like Pitch Wars)(I liked that one a lot). Or maybe even send it out to agents by the end of the year. I want to have it ready for anything, basically.

5. READ!!! I know this isn’t writing, but it’s related. Everyone I’ve ever seen talk about this has said that to be a good writer you need to be a good reader as well. And I am a very good reader. My goal is to read 50 books (school books don’t count) by the end of the year. Seems pretty doable to me considering I have triple that amount on my bookshelf.

6. Write some book reviews. The plan is just to put them up here. I don’t have a set number in mind. But I figure if I can reach Resolution #5 then I can get a couple of reviews posted on them. 

That’s all I’ve got as of now. I’m sure I’ll add some more as the night goes on. I’m an ambitious person. I have some personal goals as well, but the ones I wrote here are very important to me. Feel free to share your writing goals too! I’m curious to hear what you guys are trying to do for the new year.

That’s it for now. I’m going to go read a book (shocker! I know). See you guys in 2017!

Kailey

NaNoWriMo Begins!

Plus a little randomness because it’s me.

Hello my lovely people! I hope you’re all doing well. 

It is now November! And do you know what that means? Hot chocolate of course!

Just kidding. It’s 78 degrees in this stupid city. Hot chocolate is not a thing that will be happening just yet.

But what November really means is (drumroll) NATIONAL NOVEL WRITING MONTH! Also known as NaNoWriMo (and henceforth referred to as NaNo in this post).

So it is November first. I know, congrats Kailey, you know how to read a calendar. Well, yes, yes I do. Thank you for noticing.

November the first marks the very first day of this month long contest. I’ve already updated my word count for the day and am about to tackle some more writing after I finish up here. But I couldn’t let this go by without posting something about it.

I’m not sure how many who read this are doing NaNo but I wanted to share some resources I’ve found for it.

The website itself has a lot of great resources, naturally. Make sure to check those out.

Next, I got this handy dandy word count tracker from Tera Lynn Childs. She has it available in two separate forms and I recommend using it as it has a graph and I like graphs.

Also, here and here are two good videos from my friend Lily Meade who is a really cool writer and booktuber. She makes great videos that are very helpful when it comes to writing tips and such. Her story is also a strong one and I recommend checking her out. She’s so nice too! Go watch her videos! I promise you’ll enjoy them.

Finally I wanted to remind everyone that your friends and family are good resources as well! Make sure you use your support system when things get stressful. That’s what they’re there for. The tumblr writing community has been very kind to me in the past but I understand that some people have people outside of a computer who enjoy their company. I say take advantage of that.

(I’m kidding guys I have friends in real life. Two of them are probably going to give me a look when they read this because they also happen to be my roommates. Who will be listening to me whine about NEW characters for the next month. I’m sure it’ll be a fun change of pace.)

So that’s it on the NaNo update. A few odds and ends before I end this post though.

One: I want to thank everyone who actually reads these posts. You are truly wonderful people and from the bottom of my cold, lifeless heart, thank you.

Two: I am always looking for more writer friends. Feel free to talk to me on twitter or comment here! 

Three: I want to point out again how amazing my friend Lily Meade is. We met at a Harry Potter/writing conference last summer and she is the sweetest person! She is also going through a tough time right now. Watch this video, it explains everything. She doesn’t know I’m doing this but I want people to see how strong she is. We might not be really close but I’m inspired by her and her story and I think others should know how strong this girl is. She really believes in this community she is a part of. Please watch the video.

Four: I hope everyone has a good day and sees a puppy they can pet.

That is all. I had more points but decided to cut this post short since this is a writing blog and they were not writing points.

Ok, I’m off to work on my NaNo project. Bye!

Kailey

Updates & Some Notes on Inspiration

Hello I am alive! Barely. So for whatever reason I thought this semester was going to be super easy. HA GOOD JOKE! Nope it sucks. Crazy hard. Next semester is going to be worse. Yay for me.

But no one really cares how my life is going. Nope if anyone is reading this they are doing it for the writing stuff probably. So here is that writing stuff for you.

So in my last post I talked about how I had special beta-readers in mind for my WIP. Well they all said yes! I’m so excited. I’ve sent two of them the first chapter already (I don’t think they’ve ever done this before so I wanted to ease them in)(plus they’re kind of really busy too) and I’m sending out the other three the first chapter this week. It will probably be a month until I hear from them again but I’m excited to get this process going!

You also might remember I said I wanted to have this done by, oh, October 9th? Guess what? It didn’t happen! Writer’s block is a vicious thing. It likes to attack you right when you need to make things happen. And when you’re on deadline. And, well, just about all the time if you’re me. Luckily I’m (finally) able to get my life together and (double finally) able to write consistently again. I should have the whole thing done by time NaNoWriMo rolls around. (Have you seen my post about it? Go look at it! Let’s be writing friends!)

So you are officially updated on my writing life. (If you want to be updated on my life-life follow me on twitter.) Now that you’re up to date on all the parts you care about let’s move on to the part where I explain why I’m typing this up for the world to see.

So, inspiration. Inspiration can come from a lot of places. So many of my own stories and writings come from my dreams. I find dreams to be a good source of inspiration because mine are extremely vivid. Certain details or experiences tend to unravel into entire plotlines in my mind. I always tell my friends and people I know and random people I see on the street to pay attention to their dreams because they mean something. Okay not random people on the street but you should still pay attention to your dreams! They could turn into an idea and that idea could be The Thing that gets your writing going. 

But recently I’ve learned that ideas can come from songs and music as well. Theoretically, I already knew this. But I’ve only put it into practice recently. My inspiration for my current work in progress came from the album Stories For Monday by The Summer Set (available on iTunes and at Best Buy)(they’re one of my favorite bands do not judge me for plugging them because their music is phenomenal). I misheard one of the lyrics and BOOM twenty minutes later I was plotting this story out. So music can be a catalyst for writing as well. Obviously you can’t steal stories from songs (plagiarizing is wrong)(and punishable) but if one sparks an idea go for it.

I’ve found that inspiration can also come from people watching or listening to conversations. Certain phrases you overhear or a person in a seemingly odd situation can make a great place to start a story. Build off of that. The story will come eventually. 

I know these were pretty basic places to look for inspiration but they’re also very decent (and simple and easy) places to start. Your stories are not just going to come to you fully formed inside your head (in most cases anyway). Look around you. Use your resources. DO NOT STEAL SOMEONE ELSE’S IDEAS but let other people inspire you. Stories are everywhere you look. It’s up to you to find them and write them down for the world to enjoy.

On that super cheesy note, I’m heading out. This story isn’t going to finish itself and I have betas to get it to (and a NaNo outline to finish)(and a presentation for a class to make)(but no pressure or anything). Go write something down. Even if it’s just “This Kailey girl rambles a lot about nothing.” It counts. Byeeeeeeee!

Kailey

PS – I just got back after going to a concert out of state last night so I’m exhausted. I did proofread and edit this but I’m sorry if it still doesn’t make sense. 

Fall Contests & Some Ramblings

Hello!  My cat says hello too as she is currently butting her head against my hand as I type this. She doesn’t like to share my attention it seems.

Hope everyone is enjoying the nice weather! It’s finally fall!! Time to break out the jeans and sweaters and hot chocolate right? If not, well, too late on my part! 

I love fall. Mostly because it’s my birthday season and because of all the great holidays. I’m a huge Halloween fan. Love October and the awesome Halloween themed everything it brings. And then we get November and Thanksgiving! An entire holiday dedicated to eating? Um yes please! But really I love seeing a spending time with my family more than anything. There’s something about doing it on that day that makes it so much better than every other time of the year. 

But November has another holiday too! Did you know that? Yes oh yes it does. November has … (insert drum roll here) … NaNoWriMo!

Okay, so I guess technically that is not a holiday. It’s a contest (ta da! We’ve reached the contest portion of the post! Hooray!) and it’s a huge deal. 

In case you don’t know what NaNoWriMo is I’ll explain as best I can. NaNoWriMo is short for National Novel Writing Month, and it’s basically exactly what it sounds like. During the month of November, if you are participating, you write a novel (or fanfiction if that’s your thing). You have all 30 days to write 50k words on it. You don’t edit it, you just update your word count on the website. And at the end of the month, you have a novel! A really rough novel most likely but a first draft is a HUGE accomplishment. 

You’re probably wondering, well what do I win if I finish this? Good question! You can find the list of prizes here on NaNoWriMo’s website. You can also check out the contest itself and poke around for more information if you’re interested in signing up. (If you do, feel free to add me as a writing buddy! I’m KSteward on there. Come join me as I cry over yet another book I’m writing!)

So yes, I’m participating in NaNoWriMo. If you’ve read some of my earlier posts, you’re probably thinking, “Wait, I thought she was writing a book right now! And doesn’t she have a manuscript she said she was querying?” Well you would be right! (This is where the ramblings part of the blog comes in. See aren’t I awesome at making this thing flow? What’s that? Shut up Kailey? Okay yeah probably should do that.)

I am currently more than halfway done wth my WIP. I plan to actually be done with it by next Saturday (original deadline was that but it will probably be more like late October). I have very special beta-readers in mind for this and I only get to see them two times this month and those are my only two chances to ask. So if you could please wish me luck on a) finishing the MS and b) asking them that would be really cool of you!

As far as the MS I’m querying, the original round of queries I sent out have all been rejected. I’m putting it through another round of edits before sending it out again. I have multiple betas sending me notes and two CPs who have already given me great feedback so I have a good feeling about the next time I query it.

In other news, I dropped way too much at Barnes & Noble last weekend but what else is new? Got some great books (and a coloring book) that I’m looking forward to devouring next time I get a chance.

I think that’s all I wanted to say. If anyone else is doing NaNoWriMo or has done it in the past let me know! My roommate is doing it too and we’re both sort of panicking aha. Advice welcome! 

Alrighty I’m off to go get a couple thousand words on my WIP. Bye!

Kailey

Rejection & Random Thoughts

So rejection sucks. Shocker I know.

But here’s the thing: rejection doesn’t mean you’re not good. It means you’re not the right fit for whoever it is that rejected you. 

So far in the past month I’ve been rejected by four agents and all of the mentors I submitted to for Pitch Wars. And one thing they’ve all been sure to stress to me is that just because I’m getting rejected does not mean I am not a good writer. It just means that they are not the right fit for me. I need to keep going and find someone who is. And that’s something I wanted to share with all of you.

Now onto the random thoughts portion of this blog. In the past week I’ve moved into an apartment and started classes as a college junior. Because of this I haven’t had any time to write (boo). However one of my classes is a screenwriting class (um just a teeny bit different from novels right?) and my professor has mandated that we write for a half hour a day.

THIS IS SO IMPORTANT! Not only is it forcing me to write every day (which I should be doing anyway) but it’s forcing me to develop a routine. Writing schedules are super mega important!!! I don’t have one (even though I said I was going to for this year oops) and I know know know how much that kills so many of my ideas. 

GET ON A WRITING SCHEDULE PEOPLE!

Ok that’s all. My project list is currently three ideas deep and I’m on an internal deadline of October 9th for a first draft of one so I gotta get back to work.

Go soak in some good words or something else that sounds weird and smart. Or don’t, you know, whichever.

Kailey